Fully Equipped

I recently traded in my car for a new one. We live on a fairly steep incline and my son and his friends snowboard and mountain bike, so my creamy sedan was just not cutting it. Wet, muddy teenage boys are now welcome in my all-wheel drive vehicle.

As we shopped for cars, we were intrigued by the many features that were available for safety and comfort. Air bags are now standard. Stereo quality varies. Some have navigation systems and some are bluetooth ready. The question becomes: which equipment am I willing to pay extra for?

After a while, I was tempted to believe that I deserved or needed certain features. What if I get lost? Shouldn't I have a GPS for safety? When I have to leave my car outside overnight, shouldn't I be able to rely on a speedy and efficient way to heat my posterior? And if fresh air is so good for me, doesn't it make sense to let more of it in through the sun roof? Please. It's not like we get a lot of those sunny days here to let in through the roof anyway...

Do you know what that attitude is called? It's called entitlement. If you listen to talk radio or have teenagers, you might be familiar with this concept. It's the idea that, by virtue of my very existence, I am entitled to certain rights, possessions, or comfort. We hope our kids grow out of it and it's not a biblical value. But it is in our human, carnal nature to want more. And to think we should get it. And if we're Christians, we sometimes think God owes us.

He doesn't.

Look at this passage from Paul's letter to the Corinthian Christians, as he describes what we've already been given:

"...in him you have been enriched in every way -- in all your speaking and in all your knowledge -- because our testimony about Christ was confirmed in you. Therefore you do not lack any spiritual gift as you eagerly wait for our Lord Jesus Christ to be revealed. He will keep you strong to the end, so that you will be blameless on the day of our Lord Jesus Christ. God, who has called you into fellowship with his Son Jesus Christ our Lord, is faithful." (1 Corinthians 1:5-9)

Huh. We have been enriched in every way. We do not lack any spiritual gift. In other words, spiritually speaking, we are fully loaded. Every and any are pretty absolute words. And, lest we forget, these blessings are brought to you by our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. At no cost to us. It cost Him His life.

So what difference does that make in the life of a believer? How does it change our attitudes and behaviors to know that we are fully equipped to live the life He's called us to live?

For one, I think we can walk with a profound sense of freedom and confidence. We are complete. Our security and identity rests in our God, who cannot be shaken and to whom all creation belongs and submits. He will make us and keep us strong. He will empower us to speak words of truth and encouragement.

Secondly, I hope it tweaks our priorities as we remember that we have already been given more than we deserve and our focus should be on pleasing, thanking, and living in wholehearted devotion to the One who gave it to us.

Lastly, we can remember that if we don't have it, we don't need it. God is sovereign and generous in His loving provision.

As we begin a new year, we can be encouraged by the fact that God has indeed "blessed us in the heavenly realms with every spiritual blessing in Christ". (Ephesians 1:3) We are complete and fully equipped to live for Him. Lord, let it be so. Amen.

Faithflight - Identity

The movie The Bourne Identity opens with the scene of a man in a wetsuit floating in the middle of the ocean, a red light attached to him, blinking in the darkness. No one, including the man himself, knows who he is or how he got there, but once he’s pulled into a fishing boat and given some money and clothes on shore in France, the quest for his identity begins. Flashbacks of random scenes and intuitive reactions interrupt his amnesia, but he really only catches a glimpse of his complicated situation when he finds himself in a bank in Switzerland staring at a safety deposit box full of all kinds of currency and multiple passports, all with his picture and different names and nationalities. Is he Russian? Portuguese? American? British? And how will he learn his own story?

In many ways we are all like Jason Bourne. Going through life with glimpses of who God created us to be, but also faced with confusing information from the world around us. Sometimes that information clarifies our identity. Sometimes it becomes a distraction.

But the truth is that we were created uniquely and beautifully for the glory of our Father and Creator. And the closer we live to that identity, the freer we are to help others discover their identities and to walking in the truth and fullness that God designed for us.

But what is that identity? If we have responded to God’s invitation to a relationship through His Son Jesus Christ, the Bible has some very encouraging and clear things to say about who we are.

• We are His children. 1 John 3:1 says, “How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are!” We are adopted as children into the family of our Heavenly Father when we enter into a relationship with Christ. We are siblings with one perfect Father and there is confidence that comes in that sense of belonging.

• We are a new creation. 2 Corinthians 5:17 tells us that we are an entirely new creation – the old has gone the new has come. Identity exchange! We are not merely upgrades of our pre-Christians selves; we are completely other! We can lean on that when the enemy of our souls tries to convince us that we are still stuck in the past.

• We are heirs of eternal riches. Romans 8:16-17: “The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God’s children. ¹⁷ Now if we are children, then we are heirs—heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ…”This is for now! Just like we don’t have to wait for eternal life to begin at our death, the riches and blessing of God’s kingdom can be enjoyed while we’re still living!

• We are fully equipped to live life for God. 2 Peter 1:3 – “His divine power has given us everything we need for a godly life through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness.” The only thing standing in the way of us living our lives fully for God is us. If we can grab hold of the identity God has for us, and press into Him and the guidance of the Holy Spirit, there is no limit to what we can accomplish for Him!

• We are chosen and holy, and we belong to God. 1 Peter 2:9-10 – “But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light. ¹⁰ Once you were not a people, but now you are the people of God; once you had not received mercy, but now you have received mercy.” Need I say more? This is who we are!

• We are precious, honored, loved, and created or God’s glory. God told the prophet Isaiah that His people are His. Precious and honored in His sight. That He loves us and that we are called by His name, created for His glory. (Isaiah 43:1,4,7)

I don’t know about you, but I don’t always live my life as if I belong to God, as a precious heir of heavenly things. Like I’m chosen, called out of darkness and into light, created for God’s glory. I’m not sure what identity I live out from day to day, but it falls short of this one.

I want to examine an Old Testament example of identity exchange. The story in the book of Hosea. You may know the story: God tells Hosea to marry an adulterous wife (the ESV calls her “a wife of whoredom”) and to raise children with her. Gomer was a whore when Hosea married her and she continues her promiscuous ways while they are married. God’s point is to make an example of Gomer to show the Israelites how they are breaking His heart in turning away from Him and clinging to idols and disobedience.

In the course of their marriage there are children born. Because they are children of this adulterous woman who can’t remain faithful to Hosea, God tells Hosea to name them Jezreel (Hebrew for “God sows” and significant because of battles where blood had been shed and God would avenge the northern kingdom), “Not loved”, and “Not my people”. But even then, God tells Hosea that He will change the name of his children to reflect their new identities: They will be loved, redeemed, and receive mercy. Just like the people of Israel. There is hope and redemption for those who come to God and accept what He says is true about them. Just like for us.

Take a look at Hosea chapter 2 for a moment with me.

⁷She will chase after her lovers but not catch them;

she will look for them but not find them.

Then she will say,

‘I will go back to my husband as at first,

for then I was better off than now.’

⁸ She has not acknowledged that I was the one

who gave her the grain, the new wine and oil,

who lavished on her the silver and gold—

which they used for Baal.

⁹ “Therefore I will take away my grain when it ripens, and my new wine when it is ready. 
I will take back my wool and my linen, intended to cover her naked body. ¹⁰ So now I will expose her lewdness 
before the eyes of her lovers; 
no one will take her out of my hands. 
¹¹ I will stop all her celebrations: her yearly festivals, her New Moons, her Sabbath days—all her appointed festivals. 
¹² I will ruin her vines and her fig trees, which she said were her pay from her lovers; 
I will make them a thicket, and wild animals will devour them. 
¹³ I will punish her for the days 
she burned incense to the Baals; 
she decked herself with rings and jewelry, and went after her lovers, but me she forgot,” declares the LORD.

¹⁴ “Therefore I am now going to allure her; 
 I will lead her into the wilderness 
 and speak tenderly to her. 
¹⁵ There I will give her back her vineyards, 
and will make the Valley of Achor a door of hope. 
There she will respond as in the days of her youth, as in the day she came up out of Egypt.

¹⁶ “In that day,” declares the LORD, “you will call me ‘my husband’; 
you will no longer call me ‘my master.’ 
¹⁷ I will remove the names of the Baals from her lips; 
 no longer will their names be invoked. 
¹⁸ In that day I will make a covenant for them with the beasts of the field, the birds in the sky and the creatures that move along the ground. 
Bow and sword and battle I will abolish from the land, so that all may lie down in safety. 
¹⁹ I will betroth you to me forever; I will betroth you in righteousness and justice, in love and compassion. 
²⁰ I will betroth you in faithfulness, 
and you will acknowledge the LORD. ²¹ “In that day I will respond,” declares the LORD— 
“I will respond to the skies, and they will respond to the earth; 
²² and the earth will respond to the grain, the new wine and the olive oil, 
and they will respond to Jezreel. 
²³ I will plant her for myself in the land; I will show my love to the one I called ‘Not my loved one.’ 
I will say to those called ‘Not my people,’ ‘You are my people’; and they will say, ‘You are my God.’” (Hosea 2:9-23)

Not only do Gomer’s children get names according to the identities God has for them; Gomer’s identity is meant to change as well. From a promiscuous woman chasing after the affection and affirmation she craves to a woman betrothed in faithfulness, wooed and romanced by the God of the universe, she exemplifies what God wants to do in all of us. But until Gomer – and until we – acknowledge God and accept the identity He has for us, she – and we – will keep chasing other things to give us a feeling of security and identity that will never last.

This is a message for us. We will live out the identity we believe most strongly. Gomer lived as a whore because she believed that’s all she deserved or wanted out of life. We may live as if all we need is a successful career. Or to be proud of our children’s athletic or academic accomplishments. Or to be highly organized. Or to have the perfect body. A house that Martha Stewart would envy. Or to be active in church leadership. You name it. We cling to it.

Instead, we are meant to walk fully in the knowledge that we are secure in our identities because we belong to God, regardless of our relationships or activities. The rest is a delightful outpouring of the gifts and blessings that God gives us in order to bring Him glory and advance His kingdom purposes. But if we cling too tightly to our false identities we have to ask ourselves questions like:

- If my career is everything to me and I lose my job, do I have less value? Have I lost everything?

- If my children and their accomplishments define me and they fail, do I have less value? Have I lost everything?

- If my house is a wreck, or people don’t like me, or I don’t teach Sunday School well, or if I let people down, do I have less value? Have I lost everything?

The answer has to be a resounding “no”. These things are temporal and out of our control. They affect us, but they don’t define us.

On the other hand, if it’s not true that I am a chosen, holy, loved, precious child of God, betrothed in faithfulness and called by name, created for the glory of my Father, does my value change? Have I lost everything? Yes. Because it is everything and it is eternal.

When my son was in elementary school, one of his friends had a grandmother die of tuberculosis. Since WW II she had been living with 25% lung capacity. How difficult to breathe in the scent of spring lilacs or a baby’s head. How dissatisfying to laugh until you can’t catch your breath, when catching your breath is a daily challenge.

Living outside a full understanding of our identities in Christ is like living with less than full lung capacity. Jesus came so that we would have full and abundant lives in Him. That is only possible if we fully understand and embrace who we were created to be. Uniquely and beautifully knit together in our mother’s womb, we are called by His name to live, breathe and walk fully in the identity – with the name – He has called us.

That’s what this FaithFlight series is going to be about: Letting go of the identities that suffocate and paralyze us, and learning to embrace the only identity that matters and will last for eternity. That of precious and holy daughter of the King.

Big Leaf, Little Leaf...

While out walking today, enjoying the brisk fall air and clearing my head, I came across numerous leaves that had already made their autumn descent to the pavement. One particularly brilliant Japanese maple caused me to stop. It seemed to be more tenacious than the surrounding trees in the neighborhood in holding on to its foliage. While most of the other trees were almost bare, this stubborn and beautiful display of gold and red was only beginning to let go of last season.

As I looked more closely at the ground, I saw that these delicate leaves were exactly the same shape as the enormous leaves of a large maple I had just passed. A tiny, dainty version of the original.

Just like us.

We are made in God's image. He's the original and we were created to be like Him from the beginning of the creation process.

²⁵ God made the wild animals according to their kinds, the livestock according to their kinds, and all the creatures that move along the ground according to their kinds. And God saw that it was good.
²⁶ Then God said, “Let us make mankind in our image, in our likeness, so that the

y may rule over the fish in the sea and the birds in the sky, over the livestock and all the wild animals, and over all the creatures that move along the ground.”

²⁷ So God created mankind in his own image,
in the image of God he created them;
male and female he created them. (Genesis 1:25-27)

Just like the little maple leaf resembles the big maple leaf, we were knit together in our mother's womb to be a unique and beautiful representation of God's workmanship. (Psalm 139, Ephesians 2:10) We will never be just like God, but there is definitely a family resemblance. As we allow the Holy Spirit to cultivate in us the fruit He wants to grow, people around us will notice the similarities between us and our Father.

We can show love like God. We can be kind. We can sacrifice for others. We can show compassion. So, although, we will never share God's qualities like omniscience or omnipotence, we can look for and emulate those qualities that are within reach and can grow by the power of the Holy Spirit. In so doing, we show the world what God looks like and how He cares for those He created to be in relationship with Him.

Knowing that we are made in God's image also reminds us that when we're unhappy with life's circumstances or relationships in our lives, we are the ones who must adjust to the Maker. God doesn't adjust to us. If He did, He would lose one of His unique characteristics - His immutability - and then He wouldn't be God.

While necessary to the Christian's growth and sanctification process, adjusting to God's perspective isn't easy. But it's crucial to living the abundant life that Jesus promised those who follow Him. When we continually surrender our wills to His and ask Him to examine and transform our hearts, we sense His Presence and we receive strength, wisdom, grace, and mercy to live the life He's called us to live.

He's the big leaf. We're the little leaves.

And when we're connected to our Father, the world will see the resemblance and He can show the world His glory.

Responding to God

I’m discovering that the tone and the words my teenage son uses in responding to me has more to do with his emotions and circumstances than what I’ve actually said in addressing him. I can’t be alone in this epiphany, right? I’ve heard teenagers can be emotionally capricious.

But I’ve also been thinking about my responses. Both to other people and to God when I’m approached. Why can the same words that brought enlightenment one day bring me to tears another? While it’s possible that perimenopausal women can be emotionally capricious, too, I’m thinking it also has something to do with the state of my heart, i.e. whether I’m humbly seeking God and His glory or if I’m wearing myself out with my own agenda.

In reading through the gospel of Luke, I was struck by these very different responses to God’s activity in someone’s life. Admittedly, I found a little of myself in each of them and I wonder if you might, too. Take a look:

¹⁹ But when John rebuked Herod the tetrarch because of his marriage to Herodias, his brother’s wife, and all the other evil things he had done, ²⁰ Herod added this to them all: He locked John up in prison. (Luke 3:19-20)

³⁸ Jesus left the synagogue and went to the home of Simon. Now Simon’s mother-in-law was suffering from a high fever, and they asked Jesus to help her. ³⁹ So he bent over her and rebuked the fever, and it left her. She got up at once and began to wait on them. (Luke 4:38-39)

¹ One day as Jesus was standing by the Lake of Gennesaret, the people were crowding around him and listening to the word of God. ² He saw at the water’s edge two boats, left there by the fishermen, who were washing their nets. ³ He got into one of the boats, the one belonging to Simon, and asked him to put out a little from shore. Then he sat down and taught the people from the boat.

⁴ When he had finished speaking, he said to Simon, “Put out into deep water, and let down the nets for a catch.”

⁵ Simon answered, “Master, we’ve worked hard all night and haven’t caught anything. But because you say so, I will let down the nets.”

⁶ When they had done so, they caught such a large number of fish that their nets began to break. ⁷ So they signaled their partners in the other boat to come and help them, and they came and filled both boats so full that they began to sink.

⁸ When Simon Peter saw this, he fell at Jesus’ knees and said, “Go away from me, Lord; I am a sinful man!” ⁹ For he and all his companions were astonished at the catch of fish they had taken, ¹⁰ and so were James and John, the sons of Zebedee, Simon’s partners.

Then Jesus said to Simon, “Don’t be afraid; from now on you will fish for people.” ¹¹ So they pulled their boats up on shore, left everything and followed him. (Luke 5:1-11)

In these passages from the gospel of Luke we see three varying responses to God’s activity in someone’s life. Herod was rebuked by John concerning his illicit relationship with his brother’s wife and he had John put in prison. Later, when he is besotted by this same woman’s daughter, he agrees to have John put to death. (Matthew 14:1-12) Herod seems resistant to God’s movement in his life, to say the least. It might be more accurate to say that he’s immune to it and goes to any length to quiet the voices God sends to bring him to repentance.

Simon’s mother was one of many who were physically touched and healed by Jesus when He walked the earth. Her response? She got up at once and began to wait on them. Was this a mere adherence to the accepted customs of the time? Or was it her worshipful response, out of gratitude and understanding, to having God come into her life and relieve her suffering? Was her spontaneous action directly related to her comprehension of the One who had come into her life and responded to her needs?

And what about Simon Peter? This sometimes impetuous, passionate man made his living as a fisherman, going out nightly, looking for a catch to bring in some money. After one of these nights he’s approached by Jesus, who tells him to go out into “deep water”. Different water than Peter had just been in? Or just to try the same thing again with a new attitude? Peter is dubious but has enough faith to try. What he brings in from his act of faith blows away all his preconceived notions and parameters of Jesus’ identity, and it forces Peter to ask for help to carry the abundance Jesus has provided. His response? “Go away from me, Lord; I am a sinful man!” In other words, Peter has not only caught boatloads of fish; he’s also caught a glimpse of who Jesus is and who he is in comparison to Him. God’s power and holiness have been revealed and so has Peter’s sin.

How do I respond to God’s movement in my life? When I’m rebuked or when I hear the Holy Spirit whisper words of clear conviction to my heart, do I run or do I embrace the message? When a trusted friend challenges my motivation, do I resist or do I lay it before God and ask Him to reveal the truth so I can be further transformed into His image? Is my consistent response to Jesus’ healing Presence in my life to give Him everything in worshipful service? Or do I hold back because I place too high a priority on my comfort and my agenda? Does my understanding of God’s holiness cause me to fall on my knees in humility when I realize the depth of my sin? Am I even willing to look at it?

Most of us won’t go to Herod’s extremes in his desire to cover or justify his sin. But we may go about it in more subtle and socially acceptable ways. Spending less time or sharing less personal information with people who won’t let us get away with it is one way. We may also just tweak the story a tad to paint ourselves in more flattering light. Sometimes the temptation is to silence the one trying to point out truth by defending ourselves or accusing, maligning or lashing out at them. Purposeful alienation or misrepresentation stems from the same place Herod’s actions did: placing a higher priority on self than on God’s truth.

Conversely, what if we took a page from Simon’s family book and responded to God’s activity in our life – pleasant or not – by looking at our own sin and humbling ourselves in His Presence, worshipping Him in reverence and awe? The process may be painful as we turn our gaze inward so that we can be freed to respond to God with abandon. But the end result will always be deeper understanding, relationship and transformation. What wouldn’t I do to get to that place?

Mountain-top Experiences

Have you ever experienced something so profound or so powerful that it changed you, but you were alone so you've had to try to articulate that experience to someone else? It can be frustrating or it can help you relive the encounter by telling the story. Often we may find ourselves using phrases like, "I just can't describe to you how beautiful is was!" Even as we're trying to do just that!

Moses and the apostle John lived this scenario and we have it in writing, in the Bible. So, I guess their frustration really proved worth their while since we can know exactly what happened, huh?

Still, when we have an encounter with God - a vision, a tender moment, a particular conviction, or insight - it's possible to feel frustration that others have not, or are not currently, experiencing the same things with God. How do we respond to the realization that others are not moving in the direction or at the pace God has us moving?

Here's how it played out for Moses in the desert after his literal mountain-top experience with God. The story is found in the book of Exodus and the chapters describe the following elements of Moses' conversation with God:

Chapter 19 - Moses goes up and down Mount Sinai as an intermediary between the Israelites and God as they promise to consecrate themselves and obey whatever they're told.

Chapter 20 - God speaks loudly, with thunder and lightning, to everyone from Mount Sinai and gives them the 10 Commandments to live by. Then Moses approaches God, who is in a thick darkness.

Chapters 21-23 - God gives Moses further instructions for the social functioning of the Hebrew people.

Chapter 24 - Moses, Joshua and 72 elders approach the mountain to worship God. Then Moses and Joshua come a little further. Finally Moses goes alone to the top of the mountain where God is perceived to be "like a consuming fire on the top of the mountain".

Chapters 25-31 - Moses receives very specific instructions concerning the materials and construction of the tabernacle, as well as the anointing of the priests and their holy wardrobe.

Chapter 32 - Moses descends Mount Sinai, head full of visions and heart full of the experience he's just had with God, when what does he find? His own people dancing around a golden calf they've made because they needed a god and Moses was just taking too long, thank you very much.

When I used to read this story, like so many other accounts in the Bible, I would wonder how the people could be so stupid to miss God when He was right there in their midst. They had been trembling in their sandals a few chapters earlier, promising to follow God and obey His commands, no matter what. No we find them worshipping a golden idol they've specifically been told not to make or worship!

Recently I realized that the Israelites hadn't heard or seen anything I'd just read! Moses alone was chosen to receive the Law and communicate it to the Israelites. He had had the sweet communion with God; they hadn't. He'd heard the wonders of the tabernacle and how amazing it was going to be to house His holy Presence; they hadn't.

I don't know about you, but I've been on both sides of this story.

I've been on retreats where I felt the presence of God and heard His voice powerfully. I've walked with God (or He's walked with me) through seasons of intimacy and conviction, where He has transformed me into what I'm becoming. And my frustration at others who aren't experiencing it has been palpable. And that frustration can spill into judgment and anger when others don't want to - or aren't capable of - going where I've been with God. It seems that may have been what happened in Moses in chapter 32. In the end it turns out his anger mirrored God's, but it did cost him another trip up the mountain to replace the stones he broke in his rage.

Other times I get impatient with God and decide for myself that if He's not going to act in my time frame, I'll just help myself to an idol and move on. And just like Aaron and the others, I find ways to rationalize my behavior and make myself feel better about my disobedience. Aaron told Moses, "You know how prone these people are to evil...they gave me the gold, and I threw it in the fire, and out came this calf!" Right....

The crucial thing to remember is that God is moving each of us along our journey with Him individually and uniquely, even as we function in interdependent community. My faith walk has an effect on others, but it is not the same for everyone. If I'm experiencing a season of conviction and repentance as God reveals Himself to me as holy and mighty, I must fight the urge to respond in contempt to a brother or sister whose heart is full with the joy of blessing and bountiful times. And vice versa.

Our litmus test must always be Scripture and the Holy Spirit's conviction. I can learn from others' seasons and the truth they learn from God, but I don't need to have an identical conviction. I need to depend on God alone for that, and He will take me precisely where I need to go, when I need to go there.

• Take some time this week to read the whole story: Exodus 20-33. What observations or convictions do you have?

• What are you experiencing currently? Hearing from God but frustrated that others don't get it? Or feeling the tug of the Holy Spirit, pushing you toward repentance in an area you're rationalizing?

No Longer A Burden

As I've been engaged in a struggle recently to come to terms with some familiar and hated sin in my life, I was struck by the verse of my favorite hymn. I'd been feeling exhausted from the struggle of continual surrender to the Lord and I cried out to Him to change my heart - one more time. Then these words came to me in the shower:

My sin, O the bliss of this glorious thought
My sin, not in part, but the whole
Is nailed to the cross and I bear it no more
Praise the Lord, Praise the Lord, O My soul!

It occurred to me that I don't have to bear the constant weight of my sin; that's precisely what Christ died for! He is my Savior, my Healer and my Intercessor. The Holy Spirit will convict me and transform me as I surrender to His convictions and rely on Jesus' sacrifice and the power of the resurrection to change me once again.

I'm not after behavior modification here; I'm after complete and radical transformation into the image of Christ. I will not brush my sinful responses to life under the proverbial carpet, grieving the Holy Spirit by my refusal to call my sin what it is. I will not grit my teeth and attempt to walk in Pharisaical adherence to regulations and expectations. I will not blame other people or my circumstances for my sinful attitudes.

I will examine my life in the light of the truth - the person of Jesus Christ. I will lay down my pride and admit when I'm wrong. I will fall on my face, at the feet of Jesus, again and again, until He takes me home and I will be like Him.

My sin is nailed to the cross and I bear it no more! Praise the Lord, O my soul!

Setting The Pace

My son ran in his first 5K race this morning. He placed 67th out of 966 runners. As pleased as he was with his finish, he was a little disappointed in his time. He was hoping to shave a bit off his last time, but he ended up actually adding some time. Instead of the wooded trails where his high school cross country practices and meets are, this was a 5K along the streets of town, along the same trail as the 10K run, which had started earlier, and adjacent to the miniature loop of the kids' 1K dash. It was more like a festival atmosphere than a pure athletic event.

In the car after the race he talked about the reasons for his slower time. He seemed to think it had a lot to do with the wide variety of people running and the lack of someone he could use as a pace-setter for himself. Like my friend when she drives, Charlie likes to pick out a fast runner ahead of him and make it his goal to pass him. The challenge forces him to push himself to run faster. And today he couldn't find his guy.

So, what do exceptional runners do? The ones who actually win races like this one? Charlie says they pace themselves. Now, that's a good idea! Then it doesn't matter who runs with you, where you run, or how many people there are.

Wait, is there a spiritual application here? I think so.

There are lots of decisions we have to make every day about how to live out our faith. Many of these decisions can be made almost intuitively if we know Scripture and are actively pursuing our relationship with God by listening to the Holy Spirit's promptings. Sometimes, however, we hit a wall. A relationship unravels. Plans don't come to fruition. We lose our way. Our friends and leaders are giving mixed advice and viewpoints.

Who, then, becomes our pace-setter for living out our Christian faith uniquely as God created each of us to do?

When we go through life on spiritual autopilot or depending on others for wisdom without going to the Source of wisdom and guidance, we run the risk of running the race without a pace set for us. Then it's too easy to fall behind and forget the reason we're running.

Instead, we would do well to follow the suggestion of the writer of Hebrews, who wrote, "...let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us." (Hebrews 12:1) Let's follow Jesus, keeping pace with Him and listening to His voice as we run our race. Then, when friends disagree or we find ourselves in a situation where the answer or the comfort we seek isn't quick in coming, we know who to follow.

The Holy Spirit's job description includes being a Counselor to convict of guilt and sin and righteousness, and to remind us of everything that Jesus taught. (John 16) When we listen to that voice, running to God to find grace and mercy in our time of need, we can find Him, Who is our Way. Then, regardless of the outcome of our situation, when we find God, we win.

City Moses and Desert Moses

Does writing about a proverbial desert experience seem trite? What if it's only coincidental that one of the locations in the story happens to be a desert?

I was struck by so many life lesson scenarios in the life of Moses as I read the familiar story this week that I had to pause and dig into at least one. There may be more, I should warn you.

As you may recall from the book of Exodus, Moses had a life split into three parts, each part lasting approximately forty years. The first forty were as a Prince of Egypt (we've all seen the movie...), the second forty were as a shepherd for his father-in-law in the Midian desert, and the last forty years he spent leading a million or so cranky Hebrews out of Egypt and into the land God had promised. There you go. Exodus in a nutshell.

What's interesting is that the first forty years of Moses' life are covered in Chapters 1 and 2, the next forty in chapters 2-4, and the last forty years are stretched out between the last 36 chapters of Exodus, plus the entire books of Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy. I guess those are the ones we're meant to pay close attention to.

But there is something significant in the experiences that get merely a brief summary in the beginning of "the real story". Where Moses came from. His first eighty years of life were a very long preparation period for the history-altering later years in that God used his experiences as a royal prince in a fertile land and as a family desert shepherd to launch him into those final challenging years as the leader of God's chosen people.

After a dramatic discovery as a baby in a basket by Pharaoh's daughter, Moses was raised as a rich and privileged prince in an area of Egypt that was green and lush and filled with all the trappings of a powerful kingdom. According to ancient Egyptian religious beliefs, Moses' adoptive grandfather, the Pharaoh, would have been considered to hold absolute power over a vast empire, but he would have also shared deity with a host of Egyptian gods and goddesses, thereby serving as a sort of liaison between the human and divine worlds.

After murdering an Egyptian in a fit of righteous anger, Moses flees this life of luxury and finds a safe haven with people in the desert of Midian, just south of the land that the Israelites eventually settled under the leadership of Joshua. But that's for another day.

In the desert of Midian, Moses spent a few decades with his father-in-law's sheep, in the desert, learning how to work for himself, learning about nature, spending some quality time in solitude. He may have thought about his previous life in Egypt, when he was surrounded by temples and verdant landscapes by the Nile. He was assimilating and going through a radical reidentification process. From clean-shaven prince to hirsute shepherd. From a life of leisure to a daily search for water and concern for safety.

Meanwhile, back in Egypt...

Exodus 2:23-25 tells us what was happening while Moses was adjusting to his new identity:

²³ During that long period, the king of Egypt died. The Israelites groaned in their slavery and cried out, and their cry for help because of their slavery went up to God. ²⁴ God heard their groaning and he remembered his covenant with Abraham, with Isaac and with Jacob. ²⁵ So God looked on the Israelites and was concerned about them.

The Israelites groaned and cried out. God heard them and was concerned about them.

While Moses was in the desert learning to be a new person, his people were straining under the weight of their servitude, and God was about to do something on a miraculous scale for their deliverance and His ultimate glory.

Now comes the part we can all relate to.

It's a little thing I like to call perspective.

There was no way for Moses or the Israelites in Egypt to know the exact timing that God was going to put His plan in motion. But God did. There is no way for us to know when our present circumstances will change and God will spring into action in a totally unexpected - or perhaps long awaited - fashion. But He does.

That's what sovereign means. That God is always aware of and in control of His plans and purposes for His people.

Life not moving toward your dreams as fast as you'd like? Are you suffering under unbearable circumstances? God knows and He is working out His plan exactly as He designed it, whether we're aware of the moving parts or not.

Tragic phone call? Bad news from the doctor? Unexpected turn of events that has your head spinning? Just like God looked at the Israelites and was concerned, He knows your situation and He is concerned for you.

For all we know, we are sitting right where Moses and the Israelites were: separated from our ultimate destiny, but on the brink of participating in God's glorious plans. And the best thing we can do, over and over again, is cry out to Him and press into Him. Because when we get more of God, then the waiting is bearable. The suffering is tolerable. We can breathe through the tragic and be grounded amid the crashing waves. And what He's about to do is nothing short of amazing.

• Read Exodus 1 -2. Which scenes or characters do you relate to? How can you move closer to God in your situation?

• Read Psalm 18:1-6. Have you experienced what the psalmist has written about? Can you declare with assurance that the LORD is your rock, your fortress, and your deliverer? Verses 1-3 might be good ones to memorize.

• Read Romans 8:18-39. What comfort do you receive from these verses if you belong to Christ? How does it give you perspective in your current situation?

Doing Church

In the Bible study our church is doing right now, the author asked the following question twice in one week:

"Is it possible to be a committed, growing Christian and not be an active part of His body, the local church?"

Since the name of the Bible study is "Your Church Experiencing God Together", I'm going with "no" as the answer to this one. And I'm pretty confident of the answer, even though we haven't met to have our discussion yet.

Is it possible to be a Christian and not be an active part of a local church? Absolutely. Our relationship with God is individual, and we can be certain of our eternal destination without any specific connections to a church.

That being said, one simply cannot be committed or growing outside the context of Christian community. Here are some reasons it seems impossible to me:

1. We can't be challenged in our blind spots of obedience and character development on our own. I have a certain opinion and view of myself that isn't exactly objective. Pet sins, character flaws, etc. In a vacuum, I can do damage control just fine. Among other Christians living out an example of growth and challenging me to press deeper into God for transformation, I will grow.

2. I only relate to God in my way. I need to interact with other Christians on a regular basis to learn more about God. How does He speak to you? What have you learned about Him? What has He revealed to you?

3. We can't learn to obey all the "one another" commands in Scripture without another. And without those large chunks of Scripture in my life, I'm ignoring lots of Christ's very own words. Consistent disobedience is NOT a characteristic of a committed and growing Christian.

What about you? What reasons have you found for staying connected to the body of Christ? And what have you learned from the experience of being in relationship with God's people?

If you're not part of a group of like-minded Christians in community, what's keeping you from making the commitment?

God's kingdom will expand through the obedient actions of His devoted children. Let's all work toward that goal together!

Scan

Recently I've come to really appreciate the revelatory powers of my car stereo's "scan" feature. As I drop off the non-driving teens at their destination and finally have control of the musical environment, it's the first button I hit.

"What am I in the mood for?" I ask myself. Scan.

Then I wait for a song to reveal to me what my mood is. Sometimes it's the relaxing strings of Vivaldi. Sometimes I pause to reminisce over a tune from high school on an 80's station. Then, lo and behold, who knew I was in the mood for a techno dance party in my car? Apparently I was. Huh.

Sometimes I find the book of Psalms to have a similar effect. There are poems of despair, verses of rejoicing, angst, anger, contentment. All in the middle of our Bibles.

Last week I read Psalm 16, which I've dubbed "Sweet Sixteen". It's a psalm of contentment.

Keep me safe, O God,
for in you I take refuge.

² I said to the LORD, "You are my Lord;
apart from you I have no good thing."

³ As for the saints who are in the land,
they are the glorious ones in whom is all my delight.

⁴ The sorrows of those will increase
who run after other gods.
I will not pour out their libations of blood
or take up their names on my lips.

⁵ LORD, you have assigned me my portion and my cup;
you have made my lot secure.

⁶ The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places;
surely I have a delightful inheritance.

⁷ I will praise the LORD, who counsels me;
even at night my heart instructs me.

⁸ I have set the LORD always before me.
Because he is at my right hand,
I will not be shaken.

⁹ Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices;
my body also will rest secure,

¹⁰ because you will not abandon me to the grave,
nor will you let your Holy One see decay.

¹¹ You have made known to me the path of life;
you will fill me with joy in your presence,
with eternal pleasures at your right hand.

These are my feelings right now, and this psalm revealed and articulated them for me. That's what I love about this book: someone else has run the gamut of emotions that I experience in my life, and he has already put words to it, waiting for me to come along and say, "Yes!"

If you're in a Bible-reading rut currently, try scanning the psalms to find your spiritual temperature. Then rejoice, cry out, rage, or pray to the One who inspired the psalm and your mood. Connection with Him is what it's about, regardless of the channel we end up listening to.

Fear of God

A friend and I have been on a roll discovering situations, conversations, and Scriptural passages that highlight the fear of God. It's everywhere for both of us right now for some reason.

In my systematic (not really) daily (not quite) Bible reading, I came across this psalm today:

⁷ The earth trembled and quaked,and the foundations of the mountains shook;
they trembled because he was angry.

⁸ Smoke rose from his nostrils;
consuming fire came from his mouth,
burning coals blazed out of it.

⁹ He parted the heavens and came down;
dark clouds were under his feet.

¹⁰ He mounted the cherubim and flew;
he soared on the wings of the wind.

¹¹ He made darkness his covering, his canopy around him—
the dark rain clouds of the sky.

¹² Out of the brightness of his presence clouds advanced,
with hailstones and bolts of lightning.

¹³ The LORD thundered from heaven;
the voice of the Most High resounded.

¹⁴ He shot his arrows and scattered the enemies ,
great bolts of lightning and routed them.

¹⁵ The valleys of the sea were exposed
and the foundations of the earth laid bare
at your rebuke, O LORD,
at the blast of breath from your nostrils.

¹⁶ He reached down from on high and took hold of me;
he drew me out of deep waters.

¹⁷ He rescued me from my powerful enemy,
from my foes, who were too strong for me.

¹⁸ They confronted me in the day of my disaster,
but the LORD was my support.

¹⁹ He brought me out into a spacious place;
he rescued me because he delighted in me. (Psalm 18:7-19)

Do you see the tension of extremes in God's character? He is powerful and angry, blowing smoke from His nostrils, bringing hail and lightning, and making the mountains shake. And in that infinite, indescribable power, there is intimate connection: "He reached down from on high and took hold of me... he rescued me." That power wasn't to punish or to condemn His child; it was to protect and provide.

Both extremes are part of our God's character. Neither is diminished. Neither is relegated to just one part of Scripture. He is perfectly just, mighty, and holy. He is wholly loving, forgiving, and compassionate.

He is God.

The power that shakes the mountains and makes seas part is the same power that raised my Savior from the dead. And it's the same power that will defeat my enemy and enable me to love those around me supernaturally.

I will tremble before this God. And I will approach His throne of grace with confidence. I will do both because I know the power of my Father. And I know His love. Thanks be to God.